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My 100th post- This World needs medicine.

13 Apr

When I considered what subject matter I should tackle for my 100th post I must admit I was almost at a loss. For surely, as a milestone, it should be something that is absolutely fantastic. Something that burns the retinas of those reading it. Or failing that, at least something that leaves a damp/sticky patch in the underwear of the reader. Looking back at many of my previous posts I see I’ve often stuck to writing some offensive material and reveled in the angry comments and occasional Jihads that poured in. This is exactly what ‘The Gash Write’ was all about. Too occasionally offend many, yet entertain a few.

The best few. The few who like their humour dirtier than Muhammad’s dusty sandals.

BUT, things change. Now I’m not suggesting that ‘The Gash Write’ won’t continue to do this. Nay, nay. It will, believe me. It’s just that in a world full of so many vile people and happenings, I feel I have to voice an opinion. To condemn these bastards. I don’t expect to change others opinions, I don’t expect to change anything really -yet if I can (in my infinite wisdom) voice some truths about evil that exists in this world, then perhaps one person will tell another, who tells another, who writes about it, their readers tell others, who write about it, who tell… Blah blah blah, you get the idea. The domino effect. This might, you may feel, not change anything in this world, and you’re entitled to think that. Hell, I’m almost of the same mind. Yet as the people of this world become more aware of the atrocities that are committed, the people who commit them have a harder time committing them.

The people who have power are those who set out to have power. These are the worst people to have power for that very fact. I’m not going to bullshit my way through trying to explain what I feel we should do to make this world a better place, because frankly I’d have no idea. Sure, I can think of a few things, but for everyone of those ‘few things’ I could think of, there’s a million other things I’d miss.

Diseases that have never existed before keep cropping up. Incurable ones that actively search out the black genome. Why? Because they were made to do this. To rid this world of ‘useless eaters,’ namely anyone that isn’t white. “This world is over-populated, depopulation is key to its survival.” This is bullshit. Science, love and acceptance are the keys to our survival. I could go on and on, but I feel I won’t express what I want to say with what it deserves. I’m not attempting to portray myself as some type of messiah here, far from it, I am but a sheep in this. What I want to say is ‘out there,’ has been expressed by others, but needs repeating, repeating, repeating.

What I want you to do is listen to this speech by Charlie Chaplin in ‘The Great Dictator.’ Listen to it, don’t watch it. You can watch it after by all means, but for the first time, just listen. Take in everything he says. See how a speech made in a film made 80 years ago resonates perfectly with today’s world. Hear the truth in these words. For one thing is for sure… If the people of this world lived by this mantra, it would be a much greater place.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WibmcsEGLKo

This is a link for something I wrote previously about AIDS. Where it came from, who made it and why. This is not bullshit. Read some of it, hopefully it’ll grab your interest enough for you to research some of it for yourselves, because I can’t convince you, only you can convince you. You might think ‘fuck off, likely that AIDS is man made’ and dismiss it. But honestly what is the harm in looking into it? This is genocide on a far greater scale than the holocaust, surely if there is even a shred of doubt it’s worth looking into?
http://bit.ly/vgGls5

If you really can’t be fucked to read it, then at least give the timeline at the bottom of this a read. It demonstrates instances where the U.S. Government has purposely attacked their own citizens using biological warfare. Instances that the U.S. Government has ADMITTED to. If they do this on their own citizens, what do you think they would be prepared to do to citizens of other countries? The answer? Far worse. Hopefully if you’re one of the ‘I can’t be fucked to read the first link,’ it will persuade you to read it after.
http://bit.ly/IiwtF2

My title to this post is ‘the world needs medicine’ and it does. Too much evil exists. Evil created by greed and fear. We need enlightenment and we need it fast.

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AIDS is a man made biological weapon. Who made it? The American Government – Part 5.

29 Nov


If you’re still not persuaded that AIDS was man made, then fair enough, keep the wool over your eyes. I don’t blame you. The alternative gives you a far bleaker outlook on this world and the people that govern it. But ask yourself. If there was even a shred of doubt (as there most certainly is), wouldn’t the media report on it? We live in a world where the media sensationalize EVERYTHING. They report on things that aren’t necessarily true. Newspaper exist to sell newspapers. Don’t you think ‘AIDS is man made, Smallpox inoculations caused AIDS blah blah blah’ would sell? Yes it would, and believe me there’s a lot more evidence of this than there is in many of the news reports we are showered daily with. You have to remember we live in a world where those who control the media, control what we hear. We live in a world where those who are prepared to speak out are often black listed professionally, discredited or end up dead. We live in a world where each and every day we are dumbed down further into docile abiding robots, idiots who have more interest in what Lady Gaga’s been wearing recently than policies our governments are implementing that affect our human rights

You might think ‘I don’t live in Africa, depopulation doesn’t really affect me, I’m not going to let it bother me.’ You couldn’t be further from the truth my selfish friend. Depopulation affects everyone as it exists in each and every country. The water you drink is laced with health damaging chemicals, the food you eat is laced with toxic poisons, the toothpaste you use is causing cancer and dumbing you down.

You’re probably thinking I’m sensationalizing now. I’m not. Read up on it. A starting point can be the effects of Fluoride and Aspartame. Most of you will know that fluoride is used to battle tooth decay… except there has not been one independent study that has proved this. In fact, independant studies have shown that fluoride increases the chance of tooth cavities. Did you know that sodium fluoride is also pumped into drinking water? Why? Well apparently it’s to fight tooth decay. When was the first instance of this happening? Well, here is where it gets interesting, the the very first occurrence of purposefully putting sodium fluoride into drinking water was in the German ghettos and in Nazi Germany’s infamous prison camps. The Gestapo’s reason for mass-medicating water with sodium fluoride was to sterilize humans and force the people in their concentration camps into calm, bovine, submission. This is fact! Look it up!

“Repeated doses of infinitesimal amounts of fluoride will in time reduce an individual’s power to resist domination, by slowly poisoning and narcotizing a certain area of the brain, thus making him submissive to the will of those who wish to govern him.”

Fluoride which you drink and use to brush your teeth daily causes you to be more docile, to be less of a critical thinker and also causes so many health related illnesses. Why would governments use it then? For the exact same reasons I’ve just listed. You are just a statistic. Your life, your ambitions, your health. They mean nothing to these people. They want you to have health problems, it means money, it means death, it means depopulation.

Aspartame is an artificial sweetner used in “sugar-free” products such as diet sodas and chewing gum. Since its discovery in 1965, Aspartame caused great controversy regarding its health risks, primarily that it caused brain tumors, and was denied its application to be sold to the public by the FDA. The company attempting to market Aspartame then appointed Donald Rumsfield as CEO in 1977 … and things changed drastically. In a short period of time, Aspartame could be found in over 5,000 products.

“Donald Rumsfeld was on President Reagan’s transition team and the day after he took office he appointed an FDA Commissioner who would approve aspartame. The FDA set up a Board of Inquiry of the best scientists they had to offer who said aspartame is not safe and causes brain tumors, and the petition for approval is hereby revoked. The new FDA Commissioner, Arthur Hull Hayes, over-ruled that Board of Inquiry and then went to work for the PR Agency of the manufacturer, Burson-Marstellar, rumored at $1000.00 a day, and has refused to talk to the press ever since.”

If you want to find out any further information on these subjects watch ‘Sweet Misery’ and ‘Wake up call,’ which go into the controversial way in how toxins that are severely damaging to our health are getting FDA approved to be in our foods. This isn’t a conspiracy, science backs this up.

Now finally lets get back to depopulation. Is it a really a necessity? Some people would say yes, and despite all my previous criticism there are almost parts of me which agree. If you read the news it would have you believe that the worlds population growth is spiraling out of control. Can the world sustain 8 billion people? Would there be enough food? Many believe not. But really in this world where technology advances each day, isn’t there something that could be done to make sure there is? Certainly, but the elite don’t want this. If there are less people, they have more control. These people may believe they are doing the world good, but even if they do… Who are they to play God? Who are they to decide who dies and who doesn’t? Depopulation is a way for these greedy rich men to make more money, nothing else. They don’t want to share the world with what they consider ‘useless eaters.’ If you believe the world cannot sustain the vast numbers we have today, I’ll leave you with this…

“Every time I turn around I will hear over the news, or read in the paper of the tremendous over population of our planet. This is very interesting, because if you took the entire population of the world (roughly seven billion people), and stood them side by side in the state of Texas, each person would have 1000 square feet!  There are 261,914 square acres in Texas (that figures to seven trillion square feet).  So there is enough room just in Texas for every person in this world to get a piece of land 32 ft. X 32 feet!  And that’s just Texas!  There is no overpopulation problem!  This planets just not big enough for the rich and the poor to live together, that’s the real problem!”  Paula Demers.

AIDS is a man made biological weapon. Who made it? The American Government – Part 3

23 Nov

Ok, so we’ve established that depopulation (particularly in the third world and Brazil) was a main priority of US foreign policy. This is beyond reproach. These facts are facts. We’ve established that despite the AIDS virus apparently originating in Africa it was exclusively gay men in both Manhattan and San Francisco who had the highest incidence of HIV anywhere in the world two years before the ‘AIDS epidemic’ came to light. It should also be noted that AIDS didn’t exist in the United States or Africa before 1978. Any subsequent tests on stored blood samples have shown that the AIDS virus was not present before that date. It just ‘appeared out of thin air.’ You should ask yourself ‘if AIDS did originate from a green monkey why did it explode almost simultaneously in the the US and the countries that received the US funded smallpox vaccinations?’ If we are to believe that a monkey bit someone giving them HIV, who then passed it on by having sex with someone, who in turn passed it on by having sex with someone else and so on. How did it explode so quickly? It’s impossible.

Is it a coincidence that the countries with the greatest spread of HIV infection are also the countries who had the most intense immunization programmes? Is it another coincidence that these countries were highlighted in NSSM 200 as ‘threats to the future of the US?’ Also why is that Brazil (who were the only South American country covered in the smallpox eradication campaign) has the highest incidence of Aids in that region? Weren’t Brazil highlighted as a major threat who could become a power superior to the US? Another coincidence? How about the fact the in Africa HIV was evenly spread between women and men (just like the vaccinations were) whereas in the US it was almost exclusively gay men (just like the hepatitis B jab). Are you beginning to think there are too many coincidences?


Is it another coincidence that the HIV enzyme seeks out a receptor site in the blood of the Black genome? The receptor site is the CCR5 Delta 32+ (positive) gene that all people of color have. Is it a coincidence that people who have the Delta 32 – (negative) gene are more resistant to HIV, to the extent that it is now accepted that those who have inherited the Delta 32 – gene from both parents are in fact immune to the virus (honestly look it up!). You may not find this entirely relevant until you know that to carry the Delta 32 – gene you have to be white, white without any trace of ‘negroid ancestry.’ An unknown disease as recently as 2002 appeared in Africa that utilized the CRR5 Delta 32 + gene, the gene indigenous to all people of colour. It is clear that there are plans by the ‘elite’ to incapacitate and eradicate the black population of the world. This isn’t a conspiracy. It’s a fact that depopulation has been the highest priority of US foreign policy. Are they going to go about this by killing their own sons studying at Harvard, Yale or attending Westpoint? No, of course not. It would be black people, and this wouldn’t be the first time but I will get onto that point tomorrow.

Before I leave it for today I want to call to attention something Bill Gates inadvertently let slip during a presentation. I’m not going to go into detail about it because you need to see it yourself so I’m attaching the link (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WQtRI7A064). However if you’re a lazy fucker and don’t want to watch it I’ll give you a quick summary. Mr Gates is discussing the worlds population and how it will soon go up to 9 billion. He goes on to say “If we do a really great job on new vaccines, health care and reproductive health care we could lower that by about 15%.” I can understand the reproductive health care element to this, but why would new vaccines have anything to do with lowering population. Surely these vaccines would be saving more people and thus increase it?

What is for sure is that nothing less than a Congressional hearing and investigation that may lead to a full world conference in the United Nations is needed to clarify and defuse the alleged mentally deranged plan of world depopulation through genetically engineered bio-weapons and prevent world panic! Now if silence is complicity, then the mainstream press is libel for it’s continuing, ongoing silence in the face of this diabolic world genocide encompassing the decimation of third world countries for purposes of population control. The CIA’s want and need for an offensive biological agent to stem the African birth rate is a matter of record documented over 50 years ago.

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Part 4 coming tomorrow where I will give evidence of instances where the US has attacked their own and foreign citizens through biological warfare. It may be worth noting the pure financial advantage of employing biological weapons, this was clearly illustrated by a 1969 expert United Nations panel which estimated the cost of operations against civilian populations at $1/Km2 for biological weapons, versus $600/Km2 for chemical, $800/Km2 for nuclear, and $2,000/Km2 for conventional armaments. It seems AIDS was depopulation on the cheap.

AIDS is a man made biological weapon. Who made it? The American Government – Part 2

22 Nov

Now lets go back to the ‘unless something is done.’ In 1969 in a speech to bankers the former Defence Secretory Robert McNamara said with regards to population growth “It is not a world that any of us would want to live in. Is such a world inevitable? It is not sure but there are two possible ways by which a world of 10 billion people can be averted. Either the current birth rates must come down more quickly or the current death rates must go up. There is no other way.” You could say ‘fair enough, he’s just saying that population growth will lead to a world we don’t want to live in due to the unsustainability of it, he’s not just addressing the interests of the US but of everyone.’ Wrong. Robert McNamara had a large part to play in the development of AIDS as a biological weapon. As Defence Secretory McNamara was responsible for the approval of the 1969-1970 budget, a budget which would include the funds to help develop the AIDS virus. Now here is the crazy part, the development funds were not included in any secret ‘black budget,’ they were openly voted on by Congress. I repeat, they were openly voted on by congress. On July 1st 1969 Dr. MacArthur of the Army Advanced Research Project Agency appeared before the Defense Subcommittee of the House and requested $10 million for design and manufacture of a synthetic AIDS virus. Dr MacArthur made the following statement to the Subcommittee:

“There are two things about the biological field agent I would like to mention. One is the possibility of technical surprise. Molecular biology is a field that is advancing very rapidly and eminent biologists believe that within a period of five to ten years it would be possible to produce a synthetic biological agent, an agent that does not naturally exist and for which no natural immunity could have been acquired.”

So he requested $10 million dollars to develop synthetic virus’ that would be resistant to the human immune system. Does anyone know a virus that sounds similar? Need less to say the funding was granted. As I have previously mentioned I want you to look into this yourself, if you’re to understand you need to come to your own conclusion. Each point I have mentioned so far you will be able to find online, including the full transcript of Dr MacArthur’s request to congress. A lot of people I am sure will not believe this, they can’t comprehend that a government would do this. But honestly WAKE UP you cannot judge what these people will do by your own moral compass. Just because you wouldn’t do such a thing, does not mean they wouldn’t. These are the elite, people who consider ‘blacks and gays’ as ‘useless eaters.’ I’m sure that in their own fucked up way they felt they were providing a service to the world. McNamara believed that population growth was a far greater threat than nuclear war, he believed that “the children who were dying were fortunate, for the millions of those who lived languidly on were stunted in their bodies and cripples in their minds”

I believe I’ve said enough to persuade you that depopulation was a main priority, if I haven’t, read up on it. These reports exist, what they say cannot be disputed. Ok, with that done lets move away from the depopulation side of this argument. Lets talk about the actual virus itself. As you are probably aware the widely accepted theory is that HIV/AIDS originated in a monkey or chimpanzee virus that “jumped species” in Africa. However, it is clear that the first AIDS cases were recorded in gay men in Manhattan in 1979, a few years before the epidemic was first noticed in Africa in 1982. So how did a species-jumping virus originating in Africa end up exclusively in gay men in Manhattan? Could it be anything to do with the government-sponsored hepatitis B vaccine experiments (1978, poster above) which were only aimed at gay men? Well lets have a look at it. Over 8000 gay men took the free vaccination at a time when there was no such disease as AIDS.  Then, by 1979 the infection began popping up all over the gay community. It’s quite a coincidence that it was predominantly among the volunteers who had taken the free Hepatitis B vaccine who now suffered from the virus. Over 20% of the gay men who volunteered for the hepatitis B experiment in Manhattan were discovered to be HIV-positive in 1980. This is significant as it means Manhattan gays in 1980 had the highest incidence of HIV anywhere in the world, including Africa, the supposed birthplace of HIV and AIDS. Within 5 years, 64 % of the hepatitis B guinea pigs were infected with full blown AIDS. To this day the New York City Blood Center refuse to release their data on the AIDS deaths following the experiment. The details of the experiment, and its effect on the health of these men, are contained in the records of the trials. The U.S. Department of Justice is keeping this incriminating information “classified” and “unavailable” for public research and investigation.

You may ask ‘why would the elite want to get rid of the homosexual community?’ You shouldn’t. That should be obvious. This is far right wing Christians we are talking about. They dominated American politics during the 70’s and 80’s. As NSSM 200 and Global 2000 demonstrate depopulation was a main priority. If you were those people, in their morally bankrupt (and most likely very expensive) shoes, who would you choose? It’s hard isn’t it? Not for them, they choose what they deemed the ‘undesirables,’ the ‘useless eaters.’ Hispanics, blacks and gays.

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This is it for part 2, if in the meantime you want to do further research look into ‘MK-NAOMI,’ this (I believe) was the code name for the development of AIDS for depopulation, though admittedly there isn’t too much as everything from it is still classified. See you tomorrow

AIDS is a man made biological weapon. Who made it? The American Government – Part 1

21 Nov

Any of you who have read my previous blog posts will see that often I piss about, I write about a whole load of bullocks and don’t take much seriously. Scrap that preconception. What I am discussing today is far from bullshit. We as people need to stop looking at this world through rose tinted glasses, we need to see the deceit and lies we are showered with each day by our respective governments. WAKE UP people! We live in a time where despite wide spread democracy, the people have very little power. Major decisions that affect the whole world are not taken by us ‘the majority’, we aren’t even consulted on them. No, they are taken secretly behind closed doors by the tiniest minority with only their own vested interests catered for. I’m not saying we can do much to stop this because we can’t. Some people who have spoken out have found themselves either committing ‘suicide‘ or dying in a tragic ‘accident.’ I don’t blame people ‘in the know’ for not making their knowledge public, the repercussions of doing so result in their death or/and deaths to their loved ones.

What we do have in our favour however is human guilt and the knowledge that these people will never have to face up to their crimes. Some of these heartless bastards as they draw closer and closer to their own deaths are more open to discussing what has taken place and this is something that I will get round to discussing later. But until then, lets get on.

So here I am. Telling you that AIDS was made as a biological weapon by the American Government in the 70’s with a sole purpose of population control (depopulation). You may consider it a rash and unvalidated claim. You may believe that the American government would not create something that kills over 5000 people a day. You probably wouldn’t believe that the American government would drug their own and foreign citizens with LSD without their consent or knowledge. That they would induce people into comas to play them a 10 second recording over and over again for 3 months, which resulted in the subjects coming out of the coma with amnesia, incontinence and having lost the ability to speak. No, you probably wouldn’t believe it, but they did. You can find all this out by researching into the CIA operation MK-ULTRA, honestly read up on it, you will be shocked to find out some of the things they did and the intentions they had doing it. I must also add that what we know about MK-ULTRA could be just scratching the surface as in 1973 CIA Director Richard Helms ordered all MK-ULTRA files to be destroyed. What else did they have to hide?

Now I’m not saying that because they performed the atrocities they did in MK-ULTRA that it means they createed AIDS, but one cannot say it doesn’t reinforce the idea that they will go to extreme means to get their way. So let me give you something else to back that up. Any of you who know of Henry Kissinger will know that this man has had more say on American foreign policy than any other person in the last 40 years. He was the US National Security Advisor and later the Secretary of State, but most important role was being THE confidant of both President Nixon and President Ford and political advisor to many after. In 1974 Kissinger wrote a report which is known as NSSM 200 (National Security Study Memorandum 200), the purpose of this report was to discover the implications of population growth on the US economy and security. In this report Kissinger wrote that population growth, particularly in 13 specific countries was a massive threat to the future of the US. Nigeria was highlighted as a major threat in Africa. It was thought that Nigeria could rise to become the super power of Africa and would thus use the natural resources of Africa to develop Africa and not America. Yes you read that right. They were a threat because they would use their own natural resources for themselves. If we put that into perspective, that’s like a family finding their neighbours a threat because they are going to eat the food out of their own fridge. This is a country which despite only a 1/16 of the worlds population uses 1/3 of the worlds resources. Greedy greedy fuckers. The report also said that Brazil would rise to become a superior power to the US by the year 2035 unless something was done.

“Depopulation should be the highest priority of foreign policy towards the third world, because the US economy will require large and increasing amounts of minerals from abroad, especially from less developed countries” Henry Kissinger 1973 (the same year he won the Nobel Peace prize, ridiculous!)

In 1975, Henry Kissinger established the National Security Council’s Ad Hoc Group on Population Policy. This group drafted the Carter administration’s infamous Global 2000 document. If NSSM 200 was the call for depopulation, Global 2000 was the implementation stage of it. In this report it called for the reduction of the population by 2 billion by the year 2000… by any means necessary.

Population is a political problem. Once population is out of control, it requires authoritarian government, even facism, to reduce it. To really reduce population quickly, you have to put all the males into fighting and you have to kill significant numbers of fertile females.”

“We are going to get Global 2000 implemented, one way or another by famine, starvation, disease or by choice … We need a real economic shock, a depression to get our message across.” Global 2000

Now I’m not going to go into massive detail about each and every point because I believe for you to believe you have to read this yourself, not just the ramblings of a potentially deranged nutter you don’t know who is known as ‘The Fiddler Scribbler.’ But I will give you a base to start from, something to hook you into researching this for yourself. Don’t be put off by the word ‘research,’ you’ll find it’s not very hard and won’t take very long to come to the same conclusion I (and many ‘silent’ others) have.

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Part 2 coming tomorrow…

I would also like to add that this is not an attack on American people. I wouldn’t blame students of a school if their head teacher turned out to be a pedophile (unless of course they were all eager and willing participants in his molesting antics, but I know this isn’t the case.) If anything American citizens have more right to be angry about this than anybody else. Well perhaps not the Africans, but we’ll deal with that side of it later on. I’ll see you then!

Do I think AIDS has ruined my life? Yes… And no.

16 Aug

I was just turning 18 when I found out I was HIV positive. I was an amateur boxing champion going to the world championships, and whilst I wasn’t predicted to win gold, I had a chance at finishing in the medals. During our medical screening I was the only one answering ‘yes’ to all the screening questions about HIV. HIV to me had always been a disease for prostitutes or drug users, not private school boys. I never thought I would ever be positive. A month passed and I received a call asking me to come in to see my coach and the British amateur boxing commissioner. I knew something was wrong immediately from their grave expressions, but what was to come I could never have guessed. They sat me down and announced that I had AIDS, I thought that it must have been a mistake, I couldn’t believe it. I went into shock. I didn’t say a word. My head spun, I saw my whole life pass in front of me! I thought, ‘I am going to die, it’s over!

The worst part was that I could no longer compete. A sport I had dedicated the last 8 years of my life to was no longer available to me. As you can imagine my life fell to pieces before my eyes. I’d always been an arrogant, cocky person and this confidence was swept away from under my feet. I felt ashamed and kept it a secret for a long time, I told people I’d got injured and was out for a while, but would ‘pick it back up when I’d recovered.’ The next three months passed in a blur, I felt like I was walking under water. I also started to drink and party a lot. I suppose I was trying to fill this big void that had opened up in my life, trying to drain the self loathing that was building up inside me. Drunkenly one night I told one of my then best friends. Needless to say one week later almost every person who knew me knew about it. It was the lowest point in my life. I became a recluse, on the few occasions I did brave it out, I’d see people looking at me, pointing and whispering.

Following a night where I once again considered suicide I decided to get out of my hometown and go to university. I needed to be away from the people I knew. At first university was hard, I’d find myself getting on really well with people and then it would come back and hit me. ‘I have ‘AIDS.’ It was horrible, I felt like a freak, like I’d never fit in. Suicidal thoughts crept up on me again, so after searching the internet about my condition I found a local AIDS support group. Going to this group was one of the most nerve wracking experiences of me life, but I’m so happy I plucked up the courage to walk through those doors. I can honestly say that without this group I don’t think I’d be here today. The people I met there showed me I didn’t need to be ashamed, that I could lead a pretty normal life. They answered the questions I wanted to hear without even being asked the questions, it was amazing. I also have the group to thank for introducing me to my girlfriend! I must admit that I had worried that ‘I would never have sex again,’ I mean sex was to blame for my troubles and who wants to have sex with someone with AIDS, right?

Now I’ve said that AIDS has ruined my life, but I also have said that it hasn’t. You may be wondering how it can’t of ruined my life, and the reason it hasn’t is because it changed me into a better person. Before I was diagnosed I wasn’t a particularly nice person, I was an arrogant fucker. Being this young sports star who had numerous girls at his beg and call made me like that, and I can’t imagine I would have changed. But after my diagnosis I saw the world differently, people weren’t judged on their popularity, they were judged on who they were. Girls weren’t things to put my penis into anymore, they were people I could get to know AND lastly and most importantly I wasn’t who I was, I was someone else. I was someone new. Someone better

“I have learned more about love, selflessness and human understanding in this great adventure in the world of AIDS than I ever did in the cut-throat, competitive world in which I spent my life.”
Anthony Perkins